September 18, 2010

i am drained in energy and spirit


school is driving me crazy. our assembly was basically having the college directors tell us that it will be almost impossible for us to get into college. like, thanks, that's just how you start a new school year. and they mentioned that we should do extra-curricular activities and also assumed that we all may have jobs. are they stupid? most of us, not including me, gets out of school after 4pm and most of us don't even live less than an hour away. there is no time for me to be going to extra classes or sat prep or babysit or even hold a legit job together. i get home at 6 or later and have to cram everything on my after school schedule into 4 or 5 hours so i can sleep well. so fuck you school and dumb college directors and education, i'm not going to follow your standard path to getting into college. i would get into the part where i almost made up my mind to not go to college but i won't because this blog isn't for that.

i have photography this year and if i want to achieve some sort of career in the field, then i have to start over. therefore, we've been experimenting with pinhole cameras, light sensitive paper, and film in the past week as well as next couple of weeks so i don't really have time to adventure with my dslr. i don't have anyone to blame but school for the lack of photos i've been posting so i apologize in advance if i seem to be inactive from time to time.

now onto other things: the tumblr app doesn't seem to be really working on my blackberry recently and i don't know why. i don't have time for anything anymore; i don't see my friends that often nor even my mom. she finally had a day off yesterday. i hadn't seen her since the fashion show. and she'll be leaving for fashion week in paris soon for a lonnng time and i'm just gonna be really pissed. i wish i could have the day to myself today but i should start on my u.s. and chem project. and last but not least, just like every other laguardian with somewhere to post, lourdes leon, aka lola aka madonna's biological daughter, attends our school now. i don't think she's going to stay till her senior year here, she's too busy for that. the fifth floor cafeteria has limited seating and all freshman go there because of lourdes. she's not even that cool, especially when she's not eating but instead having her frans crowd up the lunchroom. so if all yall freshmen can pick up your newbie ass and move to the seventh floor cafeteria, that'd be pleasant.


the above are time exposure picture thingithings. whatever, this will explain.